journal-06/07/01

06/07/01

there are some days when i feel like nothing i do is enough... when i feel like i'm no one's definition of cool. i'm inferior, everyone else knows the story and i know nothing. days when i am out of the loop, out of control, out of time. days when i don't have any of the answers, when i'm clueless, and even though i'm just trying to do my job i can't seem to get it right. i get nothing right.

there are days when the world pisses me off-- someone cutting in line, cutting me off, shrugging me off. no apparent reason.

today... is one of those days.