journal-04/26/00

04/26/00

i don't know that i'm a victim of circumstance... i'd like to think i do more than just stumble through life hoping to find the right people and things and circumstances...

but really-- the stumbling-- that's about all we do, isn't it? some of us stumble randomly more than others (i'd say i'm one of those)... some of us are more strategic, organized, planned (icky, that could never be me).

am i elusive? yes, to some... a definite 'no' to others... at least in this case.

perhaps i'm celebrating my mystery tonight. oh won't you read the mysterious "linda file online," and jump back into my mysterious life?